I seem to oscillate between wanting a monogamous relationship (which I've tried in the past, more or less, but that's another story) and wanting to go explore my sexuality. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about sex a fair amount (hell, I'm a human male, what did you expect?), but as to actually going out and exploring? That I've generally never done, probably out of shame as well as various other inhibiting factors. Hm.